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I spent a decade hating you.
Your gray wings towering above me in the white, polluted skies,
Like a cage, and I
A bird pining for a leafy green place called home.

Your snowless winters tormented my child's soul,
And your stiflingly humid summers aggravated my preteen moodiness.
Only rarely did I ever
Enjoy a casual dip in the puddles left behind by your flash thunderstorms.

Slowly, slowly,
In this home I called a prison,
I became more alienated from what is now
The home I ran away from.
Though you are not my home,
And it is not my home,
I have grown to love you more.

I have grown to accept that, though
Your ground is cloaked in concrete,
And your limbs grow straight and cold, a duller
Color of marble,
You fill the void, that lack of color,
With the energy of your people.
With the undeniable vibrations of life in every moment that I live here.

After a decade hating you, I started to appreciate
The product of human creativity displayed in shop windows as "fashion",
And the lights that only appear after sunset,
And the sound of laughter and smell of food that infiltrate
Every bar street, long after midnight.

I have cheered at the sound of motorbikes
Tearing down your highways in the middle of the night,
And marveled at how cheap the metro is
To get from one side of you to the other.

I will be leaving you in a year.
After a decade of hating you, old friend, I must say
I will miss you dearly. And I am sorry
That I have been so blind for so long.

You will not ever be my home.
My home will not ever be my home.
But I have loved the last few years in which
I learned to truly appreciate you.
They may speak of London, LA or New York,
But you,
To me,
Will always be
The city that never sleeps.
OKAY! So some of you may have noticed that I just submitted a SHIT TON of pictures titled Consensual Roughness Shoot. THERE ARE MORE COMING, my eyes just can't take any more right now hahah, it is legitimately exhausting to post SO MANY PHOTOS and type in SO MANY TAGS, just UGH! But anyways, yes, I will be giving you the full photographer credit and everything shortly, I was just a model for this!

I chose to do this shoot because I really love that it's CONSENSUAL Roughness. I thought it was a really good cause, and although I don't have a full-blown hand fetish per se, I do like hands. I like holding them and kissing them, and I just think hands are so special cause they do so much hard work. They get callouses from writing or playing on monkey bars, they get paper cuts, you're always hitting them against sharp corners cause your arms are just swinging wildly at your sides, so I did hands focus to show my appreciation for these beautiful things that really do SO MUCH for us.

I was kind of nervous about this shoot, thought maybe I would be too awkward, wouldn't fit in, blah blah blah, but no, everyone was very warm and welcoming and it was really a lot of fun :)

You can visit the Consensual Roughness website here:  www.consensualroughness.com

That's all for now!! Check back in, like I said, more pictures will be up soon! AND PLEASE DON'T SEND ME CREEPY MESSAGES, ESPECIALLY MEN! I'm bisexual but more something like 80% lesbian so DON'T BOTHER! THANK YOU! XD
Consensual Roughness Shoot #32
Will edit this later with photographer credit and all the links and everything! I'm just the model XD  Also, this was for a fetish type shoot (I was doing hands focus) so the photos are all going under "fetish" even though they're not sexually explicit.

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Consensual Roughness Shoot #31
Will edit this later with photographer credit and all the links and everything! I'm just the model XD  Also, this was for a fetish type shoot (I was doing hands focus) so the photos are all going under "fetish" even though they're not sexually explicit.

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Consensual Roughness Shoot #30
Will edit this later with photographer credit and all the links and everything! I'm just the model XD  Also, this was for a fetish type shoot (I was doing hands focus) so the photos are all going under "fetish" even though they're not sexually explicit.

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OKAY! So some of you may have noticed that I just submitted a SHIT TON of pictures titled Consensual Roughness Shoot. THERE ARE MORE COMING, my eyes just can't take any more right now hahah, it is legitimately exhausting to post SO MANY PHOTOS and type in SO MANY TAGS, just UGH! But anyways, yes, I will be giving you the full photographer credit and everything shortly, I was just a model for this!

I chose to do this shoot because I really love that it's CONSENSUAL Roughness. I thought it was a really good cause, and although I don't have a full-blown hand fetish per se, I do like hands. I like holding them and kissing them, and I just think hands are so special cause they do so much hard work. They get callouses from writing or playing on monkey bars, they get paper cuts, you're always hitting them against sharp corners cause your arms are just swinging wildly at your sides, so I did hands focus to show my appreciation for these beautiful things that really do SO MUCH for us.

I was kind of nervous about this shoot, thought maybe I would be too awkward, wouldn't fit in, blah blah blah, but no, everyone was very warm and welcoming and it was really a lot of fun :)

You can visit the Consensual Roughness website here:  www.consensualroughness.com

That's all for now!! Check back in, like I said, more pictures will be up soon! AND PLEASE DON'T SEND ME CREEPY MESSAGES, ESPECIALLY MEN! I'm bisexual but more something like 80% lesbian so DON'T BOTHER! THANK YOU! XD

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chriseastmids Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you for the watch :D its quite a journey :lol:
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GrimDreamArt Featured By Owner May 1, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for faving "Fantasy Castle II" :D
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KittySib Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave!:D
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lady-of-the-quill Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hey :wave: thank you for the fave!
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner May 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for adding my work to your collection
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DraganTheMighty Featured By Owner May 23, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav.
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mexicanpedo Featured By Owner May 2, 2014
Thank you so much for the watch! :heart:
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MarinaCoric Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Professional
Thanks for watching! :wave:
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straight-butch29 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Wait... you're from Romania? :excited: I've always wanted to travel there since I found out about your awesome Romanian pop music 2 years ago! 
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